holas ppl,
how's life?
cool, great or amazing? randomness. seriously, how can holidays be bad, it has to be good, right?
well, nothing much happening these few days/weeks. except for the constant worries for sec 3.
why must life be so stressful? frankly, i think that holidays should not even be called holidays, they should be called worry-days, or study-days or something along those lines(as long as they're not vulgar :D) been trying to revise(a lot of emphasis on the trying part) some of the sec 2 stuffs and trying(again, a lot of emphasis on the trying part) to see how difficult sec 3 really is, but not really working out the way i wanted it to. and my chinese hols hmk is not helping either. it's like reading greek or something. normally, it wouldn't be this bad, but the tiny words+ the wierd pic and not to mention the wierd smell of the books all boils down to a afternoon nap(and, i should add that it helps, really, i feel refreshed after that very good afternoon nap). so, now, if i need to sleep extremely quick, all i need to do is take out that chinese book and voila, my eyes are shut and i'm off to la-la land :D
anyways, i've always wondered why must we always worry about so many things. we're like constant worrying machines, never knowing when to stop worrying. it's like burned into our DNA and we can't get rid of it, at all. and as if i don't have enough to worry about now.
when school reopens, i'm gonna be in for one hell of a shit-ride.(esp. the second week of term 1)
Tuesday- Piano lesson/ handicap course(for golf)
Wednesday- O Level music lesson
Friday- CCA Orientation/Sec 1 OC campfire
and the worst part,
the Sec 1 OC is on the second week of school, either Monday/Tuesday or Wednesday/Thursday
so now i'm like stuck between a rock and a hard place.
and might i add, the rock is made of marble :D
as if i didn't have enough to worry about before this.
my mind is like a F1 track now. thoughts are racing like mad, the smell or rubber makes me nauseous and i feel like i'm stuck in one hell of a shithole...
sighs,
anyways, less about the worrying(see now i'm worrying about what i should say next)
i've been listening to some songs(songs a few years back) and i found some great songs.
namely
Rascal Flatts-What Hurts the Most
O.A.R- Shattered(and as much as there band name sounds like the piece of wood used to propel a boat, it means Of A Revoulution, i think that that is totally genius :D)
Simple Plan- Save You
The Fray- Over My Head'
Daughtry- What About Now
kinda old, but i think it's great, so yeah, currently listening to them now
anyways,
ciao
your emo-ist,
emo-prince